Diary of a Nation

Wed, 01 Dec 2004 02:13:40 GMT

reading back on my life is werid. there are so many people that i miss. i miss alot of people and things. I am just trying to get out of school now. 12 more days untill chirstmas break. Im excited but scared. I dont want to fail anything. I am supose to be writing a paper right now on john donne but its not really getting done, i have alot on my mind latly. i really wish i could concentrate and get it over with. but man..i miss everyone. anna rachel zach john jeremy laurie alex all the ptc kids phill kyle gaddy matt ...oh man, everyone. where have htey all gone? or where have i gone? i dont know but somewhere. they all need to come back here. anyways...my granddad died this past month. it has been really hard on the whole family. i think my grandmother will pull though, hopefully. anyways, im going to finnish this paper...peace

publik education is stoopid.

Fri, 19 Nov 2004 21:35:11 GMT

"...Let's talk about what a wonderful President George Bush has been so far. Let's talk about how ridiculous handicap parking is. Let's talk about why the Puertoricans think they need to have a parade down Fifth Avenue. Or for that matter why the gays do too. Why isn't the Veterans Day parade down Fifth Avenue? The people who secure our nation get a couple of blocks in Brooklyn while the fags and spics get Fifth Avenue.
Lets talk about revenge..."

"...By the way, I never liked hippies, I hate hippies, especially pot smoking hippies. Marijuana and socialism were the evils of the twentieth century..."

weeee.... quotes from vincent gallo. hes a clever man. anyways..i wanted to use that last quote as mine in the yearbook, but i couldnt because "hippies" is a sterotype and it said the word "hate". what the fuck. screw public educaion and their liberal shit....im out, and i most likly wont ever update this stupid shit again. bye

ryan

hmmph, i am dirty..

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 01:41:52 GMT

hey guys,

whats going on? yep...its been many days since my last shower. im thinking it has been well into last week since iv had one. yeah, sort of gross i know but i dont really care. hmmm...what else is going on. not much, meagans sister in law is having a child. that seems to be the thing to do these days, have babies. which reminds me, we (me and michael) saw this cute kid at that chicken place that we went to for lunch. yeah, she was cool. she all laughed at us, and stuck her toung out at us. yeah, cute. i dont know how old she was, but still in a high chair/booster seat thinggy. yeah. ummmm, i passed my graduation test, thats neat i suppose...im one step closer to acheving my goal in life. sitting on my ass and doing nothing. i wish lazyness was a profession. id be the shit at it. kinda like if they let me play little leauge now, id kill baseball. that was random, and a mitch headburg joke. anyways, yeah, vote. even if its for that socialist pot smoking bastard ralf nader. just vote. which reminds me, he droped the green party registered as an indapendent and is running for the refrom party. hah, good call on his part. that green party is full of a bunch of losers. oh wait...the refrom party seems to be right there with them. but how about that libertarian party? they are something huh? Neal Boortz is a regestered libertarian but hes voting for bush. what a guy!
Michael Badnarik (Texas)
Richard Campagna (Iowa)
but i mean, who would vote for these two??? i guess the only thing worse than having them for president would be voteing for these two:
Walt Brown (Oregon)
Mary Alice Herbert (Vermont)
yep, thoes would be the president and vice running for the socialist party. hah.

anyways, enough kididng around....just vote, even if it is for thoes two.

alright, peace.

Sat, 16 Oct 2004 16:41:14 GMT

Hello everyone, i know i said i would post pictures of our trip to maryland and here they are:

thoes are all from Burkittsville, where the Blair Witch Project was filmed. Me and Matt Gaddy went up there about a month ago. It was alot of fun. It was about a 12 hour trip. ummm...i dont think im doing much today, jarrett is comming back into town tonight, so that will be fun. alright im out of here... peace

Wed, 13 Oct 2004 00:07:34 GMT

hah, iv not updated this thing in forever, but yeah. if you want to see naked pictures of someone with a massive cock go to phillips bozzlis(sp?) live journal. xpipebombx yeah, its pretty cool. so yeah, not much has happend, went to maryland, ill put pictures up later when i stop being lazy. alright, i guess ill start updating to, maybe. okay..bye bye.

ps, yep me and meagan got back together. i think it is better than before in many ways, we connect on many more levels, which sounds totaly gay, i know, but its true. and even though i dont tell her nearly enough i really do love her alot. even though out the break up and everything, and no matter what, i always will. shes amazing.

alright..this time im really done.

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 00:36:36 GMT

went on a big boat with lots of people to some strange island. it was lots of fun and drunk people, and a girl named kristi.

its raining really hard out and i really want to go to hastings.

foot. tommrow.

thats all. thank you.

oh by the way..the democratic national convention is comming up this next week. for all the liberals who read this (and there is alot of thoes) be sure and TUNE IN! it ought to be full of suprises and fun. ooooo maybe even nude dancers and clowns!!!

hahahahaha

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 18:08:40 GMT

dear girls: its a common misconception that its sexy to take pictures of yourself while pouting or with your mouth open. the reality is that youre still an idiot.

look over there!!!! something shiny!!!!!!!

haha, i love mike.

what?

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 03:51:05 GMT

from now on, i will refer to girls as intellectually challanged.

also...

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 03:50:37 GMT

from now on, i will refer to black people as honky challanged.

oh yeah

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 03:50:16 GMT

from now on, i will refer to gay people a heterosexually challanged.

AHHHHHH!!!

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 03:48:18 GMT

oh my god, my uterus is contracting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 18 Jun 2004 21:10:49 GMT

ps: liberals are dumb.
airbrushing is cool.
i like to watch michael moore movies and play with myself at the same time.
guns dont kill people: liberal gun control laws kill people
big government: thanks, Hillary, but no thanks
the united nations: lets tear it down and build a starbucks
the war on terror? yes, Virginia, militant islamists do want to kill us
Helplessness is not a virtue: thats why we need missile defense
oh and...the war on Iraq...saddam had it comming.

i really dont care what you have to say about this entrie. this is why the right is correct and the left is stupid. politics are dumb and so are you if this post upsets you.

"Disallow Comments.." check!

ps: http://www.bowlingfortruth.com/ just incase you want a gander at some of the lies you people tend to be eating up like a wonderful breakfast cereal. YUMMY!

and please...please do not buy in to my VAST right-wing conspiracy! that would be bad news. us people on the right dont know what we are talking about and were are out to get you, your wife, and your money.

bye

Fri, 18 Jun 2004 00:36:40 GMT

after seeing bowling for columbine, i wanted to own more guns. i also wanted to shoot things (including myself) with the guns. Michael Moore is dumb.

ps: guns

my wonderful day with jeffery

Thu, 10 Jun 2004 05:13:01 GMT

Today was really kinda werid. I worked for the first part of it. then i hung out with allison. hah, she is alot of fun. then i walked to meet caroline in woodstrem and we talked. shes freaking amazing, i love talking to her. heh, then jeffery picked me up and we hung out all day. im at his house now. we pretty much did nothing all day. we have been steeling alot from superwalmart because its way easy. so we keep getting 30 dollar gift cards and so we bought jeffery some oil for his car. so then it started smoking and then quit. then we walked all the way down my street where ajo picked us up. hah. tonight was fun. hah, then we went to make a drug deal with some random kid i didnt know. haha. i dunno what else we are doing tonight, im currently sittng here eating roman writing on this shit. oh and i think meagan is making excuses not to hang out with me anymore. thats pretty gay. ehh its okay though. maybe we can hang out soon. but yeah, im going to go, jeffery is getting mad that i can type so fast. haha. BYEEEE

ryan

oh yeah, and i saw stasia tonight, that rakwed! weeeee...

hey

Mon, 07 Jun 2004 21:08:24 GMT

hello,

these past few days have been alright i guess. me and meagan have been fighting some, but i think that is finnally over with. umm, anna basically told me she never wanted to talk to me ever again, because of what people said about me. ehh, other than that its been pretty cool. i am supose to be getting my feet tattooed on monday. im very excited about that. hah. my mom got some stupid camp dates wrong so i only work one day this week. maybe i can pick up some shifts from people. that would be nice. i wrote jason baldwin in jail this past week. maybe he will write me back. that would be awesome. http://www.wm3.org that is where you can find out why he is in jail. if you would like you should write them and stuff. man, i got excited because i got a letter in the mail but it wasnt from anyone important. i think its a scam to get my information. man, that makes me sad. hah. yeah, its almost 5 o clock so maybe jeremy will comeover so we can hang out. i am really board sitting here at home....hehe yay...jeremy came over!! oh and we might go see marin soon. that would rawk. well, im gunna go. we are going to hastizzle or something. alrighty then. im out.

ryan

aldkfj

Sun, 06 Jun 2004 05:18:48 GMT

yeah..and its funny how you feel and think dosnt even matter to the people you love the most.

geeeezzz....tonight ended up ending really bad...maybe i should stop caring about people. they are stupid...all stupid.

fuck you.

fuck you.

fuck you.

now then....good night

agjaeiuroiaghalk

Sun, 06 Jun 2004 05:07:00 GMT

hey,

its 1:00 in the got damn morning. today was stupid. and i cant remember anything i was going to type here. i hung out at thrid eye alot today. we decided we are doing both of my feet at the same time. im getting Frankensteins montser, and the bride of Frakenstein on them. it will be cool. yeah, i just got off the phone with this girl at work, shes super cool. okay, im tired as fuck and cant think. church in the moring. oh yeah and i got a haircut that makes me look like a fag. ehh, oh well.

and where the hell is anna??????...ugggghhhhhhhh.... :*o(

night night livejournal...

hi guys

Thu, 03 Jun 2004 03:50:35 GMT

hello

this summer has been totaly weird, and today just added on to it. me and spanks hung out all day. we went and ate and went to the good will where i got a shirt and some really tiny shorts...spanky also got some shorts. then we went to some sports store and we bought me a head sweatband thinngy. we looked totaly homosexual all fucking day, it ruled. so then i went and hung out with him while he had to work at the Y. i kinda thought this lifegaurd was cute there and stuff, but i dont think she dug me too much. but yeah, that was cool anyways. yeah, i actually swam. i hate water. hah. but yeah, then we went and hung out and looked gay somemore. then we went to ptc with laurie to swim again, but that ended up not happening, so we came back to newnan, ate, and then went swiming at the summergrove pool after it closed. yeah, me and jeremy skinny dipped. thats 2 times for me since the summer started. hah any who, yeah, then we ended the night at quick trip almost having the cops called on us. this summer has rawked so far. haha. i love my friends. im going to go, im super tired. our songs will be put on pure volume really soon. http://www.purevolume.com/slumberpartymassacre yeah..that should be the right link if not its above. so yeah, click and listen, and if you like it buy our ep for 3 dollars. okay then, bye bye now.

ryan

oh yeah, and i miss anna alot. she left without telling me to go to alabama or something. UGGGHHHH how lame is that? iv been trying to get ahold of her forever. *sigh* oh welll...

ehh

Tue, 01 Jun 2004 03:29:00 GMT

this summer is ending up being very strange. dads been letting me use the car some. working alot. going to get my foot tattooed really soon. ummmmmm alot has been on my mind latly..especilly the west memphis three. we should free them. http://www.wm3.org go there and help out any way you can please. okay. well this post was stupid and pointless and my life is dumb. bye

Sat, 29 May 2004 06:08:50 GMT

today i saw terri and kaci twice, that was cool. didnt get to see anna like i wanted, that sucked. i was supose to go see lauries grauduation, didnt get a ride im time. i hate my life for that. ummmmmm talking to Marin untill 2 o clock in the morning..or you know now... alright bed time. i have work 11-4.

night night

hey

Fri, 28 May 2004 17:35:49 GMT

hello,

hah, yesterday was awesome. at first meagan came over and hung out and we drove around and stuff and watched freddy vs jason and then went and got quick shakes. then stephen and anna came over. hehe, we drove around and had fun. yeah, and i drove. like the whole night. haha. this is why anna is so cool, she let me drive her HUGE SUV. haha. they were all scared. pshhh, im a good driver. they acted as if i had been in an almost fatal wreck or something. kids these days. *sigh* but that was fun. we went all over the place downtown and got lost. then we went to walmart so anna could peeeee. yeah, then we took stephen home and then me and anna hung out and chatted for like a while before she went home. so yeah, that was my night. now im going to take a shower and call and wake anna up. weeee

byeeee

Oh God, the Aftermath...

Tue, 25 May 2004 19:49:03 GMT

hey everyone,

whats going on? the start of my summer has been grand. the past few nights have been woderful. iv just beein hanigng out enojoying peoples company. SPM isnt done recording yet, but we will be soon. The ep will come out sometime soon. We are excited about that and our show comming up. so yeah. my new job is cool. i learned how to cook bird (chicken). it was alot of fun. i got to cook everything and serve it all on my frist day. it is such an easy job. we stand around most of the time. its alot of fun. hmmm what else. oh yeah, norma jean has been and is recoreing a new album. "Oh God, the Aftermath" its going to be soooo awesome. i cannot wait untill that comes out, even though it will be a while im sure. hmmm...i cant really thing of much else to say now. so i think i will leave you with that.

byeeee

weekend

Sun, 23 May 2004 13:06:22 GMT

hey guys,

i have had quite the eventful weekend. hah. so yeah, on friday my brother asked me if i wanted a job and i told him yes, so he got me one working at Guthries! hah, hey its money. i start that job today, it should be fun. later that day i got to hang out with my buddy kyle who i havnt seen since the 8th grade. hah, that was alot of fun. him me jeremy and matt hung out. weee. hah, we went and hung out all over town like all the cool kids do. then me and jeremy and matt stayed up just about all night recording for the new Slumber Party Massacre EP. yeah, that will be comming out soon, so look for that. and then on saturday we all went to binxxx's house to record somemore stuff. it went okay, but i think we are scratching all of that stuff and rerecording everything. and then i had to go home to do homebound, and then i went back to pratice with the band. well, we had a wonderful pratice that lasted a few hours, then i came home. i was sitting here listeing to the new killswitch engauge cd that i burned from matt and i got a call from terri. they wanted to come by, so her and kaci did. well...to my suprise greer and jarrett came over too. hah, we all went and hung out around town and then went back to terris house for a bit before i had to come home. then i ended my night by watching the Wishmaster (which was very good by the way) and writing a letter. over all my weekend was grand. I must go to chruch now, BYEEE

ryan

be here, or you are lame.

Thu, 20 May 2004 03:03:46 GMT

Roundabout Driveby, Bumruckus, High School Football Heroes, Foxtrostky, Slumber Party Massacre in Downtown Newnan AND FOR ONLY 5 DOLLARS!? WOW!!!

i have no idea who the other bands are..if they suck, dont blame me. but do know that SPM will tear this house show apart!!

call my cell, or im me for directions. AIMisloadsofcrap.

be there or die.

http://www.purevolume.com/slumberpartymassacre

Thu, 20 May 2004 02:43:48 GMT

AHHHHHHHH!!! I am going crazy. i have found that i cannot sit in a car and not feel like im about to go crazy. i always thinking "what if someone comes over on my lane, or what if the person im with crosses centerline" ahh, i just need to get over this. it has been like 2 months. omg i dont even know what im going to do when i start to drive again. grr. anyways, i had some good times with spanky today. his blue truck makes me happy haha. i love it. i cant wait untill this weekend. it will be good times. i had more stuff i wanted to write here, so im going to go think about what it was..yeahh....hah, i have no idea what it was. im sure it didnt matter at all. but yeah. I havnt had dinner tonight, and i prolly wont eat. i really have stoped eating for the most part. hah. yeah..i dunno. latly i have been sorta down. and i mean, life dosnt suck or anything, dont get me wrong, i just dont know whats gotten into me. maybe i should figure it out. i feel so tired right now, and i do not even know why. ahh, i dunno. i guess now was a bad time to update my journal. oh, we watches chirs' little brother play ddr today, that was pretty amusing. that kid is sooo good at it. its rather impressive. meagan came over and helped with math again. i owe her alot for helping me out. then we went to sarah y.'s house for a while. that was cool i have not seen here in what seems like forever. im so close to being done with math. i have completed all of my work, now all i have is test left. oh man, they are going to be hard, but its okay. i think i will pass that class. i better, i have worked so hard to complete all of my assigenments and do well on all of my test. i hate school so much. as a matter of fact after i am done writing this i am gonig to email ms booth. she is my grapic arts teacher. yeah, she gave me this test on illustrator 9.0. yeah, it was the hardist thing i have ever taken. i sat through 2 and a half hours of tutorials and could not pass it. its like 80 questions. so i gave it to my fried casey who is a grapic arts major from the AIU in atlanta. yeah, he failed it too. I bet she couldnt pass it if she took it. but yeah, im going to get to help mr pullen this summer at Riverwood. that is a production studio in Senoia. hah, i dont know what id be doing there but it would be something cool im sure. and history, iv been done with that for a week or so, i bet i made a high "B" in her class. ahh, iv never really cared about grades really, as long as i didnt fail and piss my parents off. i really need to graduate. i think i will. no, i know i will. but anyways, im going to goooo..

"everything i do is useless...i keep breaking my own heart"